Cynicism

nothing beats the living shit out of you more than seeing the sand castle that you meticulously built for hours being washed away by the incoming tide. and you're going nuts because the forecast said low tide. but then again life is full of surprises. you'll never know when it's going to give you a sweet kiss in the cheek or a mean kick in the balls.

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you woke up and started the day feeling that something great is going to happen. well, at least that was your mindset. that was what you program your mind to belive in to. you're oblivious of those scary things that might come your way. you're brave enough to face the rainstorm without a jacket and umbrella. "afterall i'm not alone, i've got a friend that will give me cover", says you.

and then life kick you in the balls. you just found yourself all soaked up in the pouring rain.

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it's kind of hard living in the world of variable truth. where everyone wears a mask and a cape. and behind the facade of a funny grin, you'll see a sinister sparkle in their eyes with a stare that can penetrate your soul. everyone is smiling. but you'll never really know what they're smiling at. and why.

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you're playing. and you think that everything's going fine. and then one thing goes wrong. and then another. and another. and you tried to fight back. but the harder you fight the deeper you sink. until you can't move. you can't breathe. because you're in over your head. like quicksand.

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why is that when something bad happens, we always console ourselves with cliches? is is because life is a big cliche as it is?

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you were flying up high with your flock and kissing the puffy clouds. your heart is soaring with you. up there, everything's serene, everything's full of beauty. you're calm and your soul is simply overwhelmed with happiness.

and then you suddenly realized that you were now flying alone.

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just saw the matrix revolutions for the nth time. every beginning has an end says the movie. very cliche but so true. it's a cosmic law. at some point in time everything really have to end. but it's bitch hard to accept that end when you are only just in the beginning.

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funny how life plays a joke on all of us. but we have to accept that at a certain point of our lives, the person we so much cared for is the one who'll inflict the greatest pain upon us.

another cliche. damn.